Monday, March 12, 2012

Cloud 9

Have you been on cloud 9 recently?

It's nice up here.
Where the smile is permanently on your face,
and the butterflies strong in your stomach.

You should come visit.


Friday, March 2, 2012

Walk The Line

Some good tunes while you read.
(if you like what you hear-
I would definitely check out the whole album.
Some Nights by Fun.
You won't regret it.
It's been on repeat.
For days.)


My life weirds me out.
One day I am as happy as I could be.
Then it sucks.
Then it's great, for days.

Right now, I am walking the line.
In the next few weeks,
my life will either be perfect,
or it will go downhill.
Fast.

On Saturday, Me and Julie
(my roommate/best friend)
decided that it is no longer worth living up in Logan.
With all the problems we have had with roommates,
and how be both hate our jobs,
it is just no longer worth it.

We found out that our landlord
(bless her heart)
will let us sell our lease
FOR FREE
because we have been through hell.

So we are trying to sell our lease,
and looking for apartments in Orem
to be closer to family and friends,
and so we can both start school in the fall.
If all goes right, we will be out by April.

This is a good thing.

Yesterday, I found out that the studio where I work is closing.
March 23rd.
(also the day The Hunger Games comes out!)
This just happens to be around when I would quit.
Kinda perfect.
But so stupid.
I still have a headache from how stupid yesterday was.

On one side of the line:
We sell our apartment,
we find an apartment in Orem
(with good rent)
I find a job in Orem,
and live close to everyone.

On the other side of the line:
We can't sell our apartment,
so we are stuck until August.
I don't have a job anymore,
and I still live 2 hours away from everyone.

It's like the best,
and the worst possibilities.
I am literally walking the line.

It is driving me crazy.






I need a nap.