Cloud 9

Have you been on cloud 9 recently?

It's nice up here.

Where the smile is permanently on your face,

and the butterflies strong in your stomach.

You should come visit.

Walk The Line

Some good tunes while you read.

(if you like what you hear-

I would definitely check out the whole album.

Some Nights by Fun.

You won't regret it.

It's been on repeat.

For days.)

My life weirds me out.

One day I am as happy as I could be.

Then it sucks.

Then it's great, for days.

Right now, I am walking the line.

In the next few weeks,

my life will either be perfect,

or it will go downhill.

Fast.

On Saturday, Me and Julie

(my roommate/best friend)

decided that it is no longer worth living up in Logan.

With all the problems we have had with roommates,

and how be both hate our jobs,

it is just no longer worth it.

We found out that our landlord

(bless her heart)

will let us sell our lease

FOR FREE

because we have been through hell.

So we are trying to sell our lease,

and looking for apartments in Orem

to be closer to family and friends,

and so we can both start school in the fall.

If all goes right, we will be out by April.

This is a good thing.

Yesterday, I found out that the studio where I work is closing.

March 23rd.

(also the day The Hunger Games comes out!)

This just happens to be around when I would quit.

Kinda perfect.

But so stupid.

I still have a headache from how stupid yesterday was.

On one side of the line:

We sell our apartment,

we find an apartment in Orem

(with good rent)

I find a job in Orem,

and live close to everyone.

On the other side of the line:

We can't sell our apartment,

so we are stuck until August.

I don't have a job anymore,

and I still live 2 hours away from everyone.

It's like the best,

and the worst possibilities.

I am literally walking the line.

It is driving me crazy.

I need a nap.

It Gets Better

Warning:

I'm gonna get all churchy on you.

I don't know what you believe,

but if you don't believe in what I do,

and don't want to hear about it,

I would suggest you stop now.

(I love that I'm talking like someone is actually reading this. HA)

Hi, I'm McKenna

and I'm LDS.

I am not perfect,

and I don't pretend to be.

I'm not the kind of member that will shove my religion down your throat,

nor does it matter to me what religion you are.

If you are nice to me, I will be nice to you.

Since I moved out it has gotten really hard for me to go to church.

Not because I don't want to go.

I have to work on Sunday's a lot.

Because of this, I just wasn't feeling... like me?

It's hard to explain,

but it was like I wasn't as in tune with the spirit.

Frankly, I was unhappy.

I had to make some big decisions in December,

and the only way I could think to get through it

was to pray.

So pray I did.

For three days I prayed.

For hours.

I just needed answers.

I needed to be happy.

I got to go home for a week for Christmas

and the first night I got there

I was still confused.

So I asked my dad for a blessing.

And let me tell you,

if I had any doubts about if God knew who I was,

they disappeared the second he laid his hands on my head.

It was like everything in the room fell away,

and He told me exactly what to do.

And He gave me the strength to do it.

I would have never been able to do it without the reassurance that it was what was supposed to happen.

I can finally say I am truly happy.

Ever since then,

I have been way more in tune with the spirit.

It is an amazing thing to get the overwhelming feeling of the spirit,

and just know what to do.

And that everything will be okay.

I am beyond grateful for my parents

for raising me the way they did.

It hasn't always been easy for me,

but who knows where I would be now if it wasn't for them.

I am sooo grateful for my dad

and his ability to hold the priesthood.

I am one lucky girl.

2012

Whoa, been awhile.

I'm back!

It's a new year.

Time to get back into blogging.

So many things have changed.

The end of last year wasn't very nice to me,

as you could probably tell by my blog posts.

But 2012 is being very good to me.

I had to make some big changes.

None of them were easy,

actually, they were all very hard.

But they have all turned out to be just what I needed.

I still have my same crappy job,

but I have changed my attitude about it.

And I'm looking for a new one as we speak:)

We got a new roommate,

to replace our mean, quite one.

Her name is Amber,

and she is fantastic.

Sadly, we only had her for a month.

She moved out on Monday to get closer to campus.

Dumb.

This boy:

This is Josh.

He was my valentine:)

We have been friends for over a year now,

and he has always been there.

It's nice to be able to hang out with someone with out having to worry.

Just to joke around, have fun, and be young.

Nothing serious.

He gets me, and doesn't judge me (well, not always ha!)

He's also the biggest sweetheart:

I met Mitchell Davis!

#14 on my bucket list.

No one ever thought I would meet him.

But I did.

Sometimes my life surprises everyone.

January 31, 2012 will forever be a day to remember.

One of the best yet.

I have never been good with change.

But sometimes you have to start doing what is best for you.

I'm finally starting to be happy with me.

Being truly happy is well worth the change,

no matter how hard it was.

Another thing to look forward to in 2012:

March 23rd.

The Hunger Games<3

Gonna be so good:)